Its killing me knowing that I’ll never be able to do that again. Every day things just get more blurry. I need clarity in my life.
I have nobody to talk to anymore so once again i’m forced to keep everything inside.
First my brother loses his girl. Then I lose mine. And now my parents. My life is literally crumbling right in front of my eyes and I can do absolutely nothing about it. Fuck. You were my heroes all my life and now this. I’ve never felt this horrible.
Am I just a horrible person and I don’t realize it? 5 times. I took you back every time because I loved you more than anything and i thought this time will be the time where everything will be perfect and then one of us messes up. I guess i was just naive.
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